feeling so deeply saaaaaaaad ..

I knew U r not OK !
but still .. U keep telling me that U r just fine
There is smth that U always hide !
I really wish to knew ..
I really wish to understand ..
but what can I say !!
no matter if I asked ..
no matter if I came
U will simply , not answer ..!
maybe I cant give U the happiness when U r sad !!
maybe I cant understand Ur acts when U r bad !!
maybe I cant just let go when I see U not in the MOOD !

but what i really can ,, is to wait ..
wait for U to come and talk ..
wait for U to just open ur hard !!
wither if i liked it or not ..
I really have to wait ..
wither if I am angry or not..I just have to wait ..!!

and I will do it
even if U thought me as pushy and needy kind of girl
..even if U decided to not talk !
even if u chosen to go away !
as smth never happened ..

I am gonna wait ...